Building the Pile:
An exercise I’ve done with students
in my writer’s block course involves asking them to bring several different
types of paper and writing implements to class.
These materials are heaped on a
table.
The heap should include a real
variety of paper—be sure to include“marred” paper such as crumbled sheets from
the recycling bin--as well as cardboard, fancy paper, a rejection note, the
backs of envelopes, newspaper, and, of course, Post-Its. Any type of paper
will do. Likewise, the heap should contain a range of writing implements—Magic
Markers, crayons, mechanical pencils, cheap pens, fountain pens, red pens,
green pens, stubby carpenter pencils, pens you hate to use, pens you love to
use.
(I once used this exercise with
students who were Industrial Design and Architecture majors, and they
contributed an interesting assortment of graph paper and precision drawing
pens.)
It’s helpful to do this with other
people because an element of chance is introduced. They bring in writing
materials that you have to deal with: ones you don’t pick or predetermine.
Freewrite:
Next, freewrite for at least 15-20
minutes, picking up new types of paper when one is filled and switching pens
and pencils every few minutes.What Can Happen:
Then look out for the moment in
which that seeing of your writing brings a certain calm, a certain grounded and
whole feeling. It's the feeling of being mindful, of being clicked into place
into the Present moment.
You become a watcher—an audience for
your own production of words. (You are in essence mindful, watching the words
arise and change.) Everything slows down. There’s a sense of calm, peace, even a
state of grace when watching
one’s writing.Why This Works:
I
have noticed that when I am writing and it’s going well, when I come up with
ideas that interest me, I often switch materials (using, for instance, a
different colored pen). My handwriting also often changes—big rounded letters
that to me are like drawing more than writing become compact and tiny in a sort
of sneak attack, an ambush toward a finished document.
Other
people might change the appearance of their writing by suddenly using ALL CAPS
when they've found an idea.What's happening in either case is that a person's relation to their words has changed. Rather than treating the material conditions of writing as invisible, the person changes those conditions (typeface, color of pen) to be in-sync with their changed relationship to words. The physical realities of writing in the moment are called upon to express what's going on in that moment.
The FULL SENSORY EXPERIENCE OF WRITING is important (something that I'll discuss in a later post). We should hear and see our writing while it happens.
The point for now is that writing with sundry materials (heap of paper types and pens) basically simulates the experience of finding an idea and wanting the physical language to reflect the fact that we have found something good.
As a result, our attention is drawn to the moment and away from monkey-mind thoughts about the future (such as about imaginary audiences). The effect is similar to drawing one's attention for the first time all day to one's breathing: suddenly, we are Here and Now, and so are our ideas.
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